Saturday, August 04, 2007
and all e time, she was on my mind. till i couldn't take it and i gave her a call. i knew she was lonely. i could hear from her voice. and i felt the guilt that i din give her all my time. and her voice lifted my spirit though i always appear to be alrite on the outside. she was about to slp. As much as i wanted to be there with her, i couldnt. Luckily, she had mickey to acc her thru the nite.
i realise i am someone hu always Zui Ying Xin Nuan. that had made me regret a lot of things. it had made me waste quality time spent with my love ones. tonight is a torturous night. my mind is filled with her and only her, i cant slp becoz of the emolity and my toe and feet is swollen like a bitch.
people changed, so do me. but i hope i am still 50percent of wad i was 3 years ago. and i also found out that i react differently when i m with different person. however, i can be myself when i am with her. though i know she hates the burps. not forgetting the farts. but thats wad i am. and i m pretty sure thats wad she like about me. =)
im undergoing another phase of change. i hope things will just turn out fine. i jus nid a mirror at all times to monitor myself.
im sorry for all e noob shits things i've done. i want to be a better person.
jootat; 1:06 PM
