Thursday, June 14, 2007
i swore that ytd, was the day i suffered the most, physically and mentally.
i threw up whatever i eat, including fluid. a total of 7 times in the morning. till i told my ah ma i dun even wan to drink water animore. Anione know me well enuff will know that i wont go to the doc even though i was very sick. but ytd, i told my grandma i gotta go to the clinic.
the doc did not help much becoz i also vomited out the medicine. grandma keep asking me if there is a need to call my parents and i insisted on not to inform them. but i guess the persistent vomiting blow off her limit. I couldnt realli rmb what happen in between. but i know very clearly i was wheelchaired to the clinic. And i cried twice. =/ not becoz of the stomach pain. My baby was also suffering from cramps.
in between, people called and asked about me and i realised hu realli cared. And i'm thankful for that. I only felt better at nite where i had my first meal of the day, without throwing up again.
Today is much better. i can walk, blog, watch tv. but i totally looked fucked. rashes on my face. and i weigh 48kg now. The only thing to rejoyce about was most prob the IPP result.
jootat; 11:18 PM
