Friday, April 04, 2008
entering another phase of life. in my twenties but dun feel like one. something is wrong.
so many things on my mind. i know i have to clear it one at a time but it jus kinda blked up.
i've been such an lousy boy. i cant manage my time and money. totally disgusted. i nid to grow up.
i mis my girl. i made her felt lonely, and myself too. dumb.
waiting for money to roll.
once it comes, i hope for the approval from my parents for the second driving licence.
though dangerous, but practical.
i mis e good old days. where i worry for nuting. bus 853/86, sick bay, level 5 lab, mr fuan, tep, many more.
jootat; 12:50 PM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
i've been such a good boy today.
though i wake up so late. hehe. first thing i do was to clear my drawers! it had so much rubbish dat i had to dumb a BIN of things. hahaha. i wipe my tables, chair, computers, phone, practically everything. I even hang the clothes outside. when my mother call, i was on the way to eat with wenjie. she ask if i hang the clothes outside and i proudly say yesh! HAHA. PROUD!! i did something for the house! hahaha. and i told her i pack and cleared my room! she SAY i was a GOOD BOY!
after lunch was project all e way. research till i headacheeee. GDP, Population, and all the many zeros.. LOL. it was a very fruitful day. supper in the nite with wenjie stan drew lx and pw. i propose setting up a floorball team. we are all going to the army. i tot that floorball would be the one keeping us together. yep. HEHE! AND WE ARE GOING TO MAKE IT HAPPEN! TRG starts next thursday. PW is gatehring pple. i cant wait for it to happen!
imahappyboi!
PS:
u re in my mind always!
jootat; 11:02 AM
Monday, December 31, 2007
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
my new year resolution- Try to be punctual everytime
- Be a fillial son
- LESS LATE NIGHTS!!!! (IMPT)
Jus 3 of them. i wan to achieve them. although the first and third one very harddd. LOL. i also wan to put on weight. but that one impossible. cannot deny nature of god. LOL!
and tmrw's zoo! WE ARE GOING TO THE ZOO ZOOO ZOOOO! hehe! pictures with the T20! tons of projects. but, step by step. im sure i'm going to miss doing project two months later. becoz.. it will be a longggg break till armyyyyy. =(
jootat; 11:02 AM
Sunday, December 23, 2007
i mis mis mis mis u!
jootat; 2:03 AM
Sunday, December 16, 2007
time flies, and i realise i alr live thru almost 1/3 of my life. Den i started to recall. For the past twenty years, have i realli enjoy living in this world? yes and no to a certain extend. if toking about being happy, i guess its onli less den 1/2 of the time.
to cut things short, i realli dun wan to live the rest of my life in misery. i wan to enjoy life. i wan to be happy. i wan to learn to cherish things ard me as if tmrw is the end of the world. Life's short.
however, there can be many view point about this "enjoyment". Majority might think working hard and earn big bucks to spend is enjoyment. but, u might not even have to chance to spend it. theres also a grp of people that wans to lead a plain and simple life. What i tink is, being genuielly happy will make ur life more vibrant and meaningful.
For me, i just wan to learn to cherish every happy moments in my life. There are many things in life i have taken granted for. Like my family's love for me, my beloved gf and many more. Good things dun come by often. i jus hope my health wont deterioate further. LOL. able to live past seventy.
for the rest of u all, its time to think about the future. its a standard procedure to go study, earn money and start a family to support. but how are u going to do it, is another matter. =/
Pardon my ENGLAND. LOL.
jootat; 12:20 AM
Monday, November 26, 2007
i jus watched a show.
the story goes like this,
A man, Lang, has been given this gold opportunity to go overseas for advancement in his career and be a CEO. he has to stay there for 1 yr. During this period of time, he and his gf, Yi, was having a cold war and wasnt able to discuss about it but the gf does know about the news.
As Lang cherished this r/s very much, he rejected the management as he wanted to salvage his r/s. Meanwhile, the management got Yi, who was also working in e company, to the office. She asked Yi if she would select the vase or the glass based on her intuition, and she chose the glass. The boss explained to her that the glass is like a career, practical, as it is able to hold water and be a useful tool. whereas the vase is jus a accessory, jus like love, a beauty but not everlasting.
After hearing a earful from her boss, she made a decision, which she might regret. she called Lang out. and of coz, Lang was absolutely delighted to hear her voice once again. they met up at a park and she, did wad she did was correct, letting Lang go and suggested a breakup.
"its not about u going to Singapore that i dun like, its the trust that i've lost in you. (Lang lied to her once) Lets breakup."
"Breakup? r u joking?
"Bon voyage," she said as she turned away, weeping.
Though Yi loved lang so much, she let him leave for his career. she wanted to give a test to this r/s and to slowly regain her trust towards him and hopefully he will return with still love for her. And Lang, accepted the offer to venture overseas with the belief that Yi will awaits his return.
If u were Lang, what will u do? and wad if u were Yi?
jootat; 9:53 PM
Saturday, November 03, 2007
pass few days, i had been spending my time with my queen. nothings beats having her company. she's the reason why i wear a smile on my face everyday. jus when i'm beginning to enjoy my holidays, its gonna end. damnn. i'm gonna spend most of my last week of holiday working.. MONEY MONEY COME! heh. and i alr know wad to get for Ms Skinny for her bday. i'm going to work towards it!
and if anione is feeling out fucked up about life, love or confused about ur situation., i would suggest u go rent any korean romance flim and watch it. whenever i watch their movies, it always remind myself to cherish the things i have and also the things to do and not to do. HEH! and they are the only flims dat always make me NEARLY tear. LOL.
and i'm seriously pissed off with the way liverpool are playing. DAMN. I suggest sacking RAFA. he's totally changing the style of football within the team. LJ rotation policies.. pls get mourinho into ANFIELD. and i m getting more and more impressed with the kids in Arsenals. fucks. they jus got into their 20s and are playing liek they are retiring. Nbz. thats the difference between the coaching system in England den back in SG. Kids start football at ard 5 in youth academy. and they are like earning $100000 pounds per week? SMLJ. i wish i was born in ENGLAND.
damn, i start off blogging in a happy note. LOL. how come become liddat. anihow, sch's starting and i cant wait. gonna slough hard for the remaining six modules to heighten my chance of entree to the Uni. =)
jootat; 12:24 PM
